You Don't Miss It Until It's Gone.

I have started to appreciate things I have in my life much more than I used to. I never try to take anything for granted, because you just don't know when you'll be without it. It has been about 6 weeks since Terry and I parted ways. After processing everything over and over, I now know I will never hear from him. During the course of our relationship whenever there was a bump in the road, I always made the reconciliation call or sent the e-mail. After my last call, and his responding e-mail, add 6 weeks of no contact, I'm thinking it's over. Now I've got to put my big girl panties on and deal with.
We had planned a trip to New Bern,North Carolina which I was thrilled about because having gone to school about 20 miles away in Havelock, I couldn't wait to show Terry all the great historic spots of the area. Now that that is not going to happen, I am looking forward to the road trip Kris and I are planning to Louisville. We're going down to take some of my mother's furnishings to Kathy and then pick up Kathy's pup Chloe. From there Kathy heads on a 2 week Mediterranean Cruise while I watch Chloe and continue my "Going Out of Business Sale", something else I will miss when it's gone.